What I need

A Smile
Something new to me
Been a while
I'm so full of glee

A Frown
I got rid of it
Putting me down
It wasn't a good fit

A Hand
I hold hers tight
Just can't stand
How it feels so right

A Kiss
Just one I plead
I will miss
The lack of what I need

Butterflies

Conquering these butterflies, that is something difficult
They swarm my stomach and and its all my fault

I bring this on myself when I talk to my new pen pal
I read the letters she sends me, I am falling for this gal

She is so simple and yet she is full of happiness
Making me smile with a unique form of craftiness

None other is like her, not anyone on this earth
Her love of God, that is something of worth

She is selfless and giving in every possible way
When you need her, by your side she will stay

I know she isn't perfect and neither am I
But I think she fell right out of the sky

Sitting at my computer I wait so patiently
To see that message appear so suddenly

She is online, I can finally talk to her again
The butterflies are back and becoming a friend

I will change!!

I am not what I seem but I am changing for you. I stumble and struggle, only to find whats true. My body hides the monster inside, the real me is under review. With your help, the good inside will be able to shine through.