Don't let your hopes elevate,
You will just hurt again,
Keep your mind straight,
All she wants is to be friends,
I wish this was easier,
Take a little pain away,
The thought makes me queasier,
By my side won't you stay?
Maybe she is scared?
It might not be me,
Is her interest in me flared?
She just has no faith to see?
It is hard but I will go on,
Life can't hold me down yet,
I will walk and remain strong,
You're a challenge I haven't met.
12/20/10
10/26/10
What you do to me
Golden locks, resting on your shoulders
Blue eyes, peering in my heart
My hand, waiting to hold yours
This feeling, strong from the start
That kiss, my vision blurs
Our lives, no one can part
Perfect hug, pure happiness stirs
I see, the perfect work of art...
But will you be mine?
I pray the answer is yes
But only time will tell...
Blue eyes, peering in my heart
My hand, waiting to hold yours
This feeling, strong from the start
That kiss, my vision blurs
Our lives, no one can part
Perfect hug, pure happiness stirs
I see, the perfect work of art...
But will you be mine?
I pray the answer is yes
But only time will tell...
10/18/10
At the end of the day
If only I could tell you what I really think
I speak of the smile I cannot halt
Its the laughter you put inside of me
I am so happy and its all your fault
The greatest happiness I get in a day
Is when I lay my head down to rest
I see you in many of my dreams
Out of everything, those are the best
I wake up and I head off to work
My day flies by with your thought in my head
I talk to you as just another friend
But my heart cannot wait until I lay in bed
Holding your hand is my greatest wish
Our lives together, we will stay
Nothing is better then my head on a pillow
Life is perfect at the end of the day
I speak of the smile I cannot halt
Its the laughter you put inside of me
I am so happy and its all your fault
The greatest happiness I get in a day
Is when I lay my head down to rest
I see you in many of my dreams
Out of everything, those are the best
I wake up and I head off to work
My day flies by with your thought in my head
I talk to you as just another friend
But my heart cannot wait until I lay in bed
Holding your hand is my greatest wish
Our lives together, we will stay
Nothing is better then my head on a pillow
Life is perfect at the end of the day
10/8/10
Yours, Forever and Ever!
Say those words
oh just once
I want to hear it
I want to be yours
Tell me your feelings
Let emotions flow
Show your love
I want to be yours
You are my angel
Guarding my heart
No more loneliness
I want to be yours
You give me a kiss
Holding my hand
I feel free
I am now yours
Opening of my eyes
Its all gone
The dream quickly fades
I was just yours
Reality sets in
You're not here
My heart aches
I want to be yours
I will wait patiently
Tonight I will sleep
In my dreams
I will be yours
oh just once
I want to hear it
I want to be yours
Tell me your feelings
Let emotions flow
Show your love
I want to be yours
You are my angel
Guarding my heart
No more loneliness
I want to be yours
You give me a kiss
Holding my hand
I feel free
I am now yours
Opening of my eyes
Its all gone
The dream quickly fades
I was just yours
Reality sets in
You're not here
My heart aches
I want to be yours
I will wait patiently
Tonight I will sleep
In my dreams
I will be yours
10/2/10
Complete me
I cannot do it
Its just not fair
Staying away from you
To much to bare
I'll hold your hand
You hold mine
I want your love
For all of time
I wish I could
Pour out my heart
I get so nervous
I can't even start
All these wishes
Are just some dreams
They'll never come true
Or so it seems
But if they do
I'll be complete
I will sweep you
Right off your feet
Its just not fair
Staying away from you
To much to bare
I'll hold your hand
You hold mine
I want your love
For all of time
I wish I could
Pour out my heart
I get so nervous
I can't even start
All these wishes
Are just some dreams
They'll never come true
Or so it seems
But if they do
I'll be complete
I will sweep you
Right off your feet
9/26/10
Waiting for you!
I'm tired of waiting again and again.
I keep hearing "be patient my friend".
I wish to be happy with what is mine.
Instead I keep getting more alone time.
I am learning to wait on someone like you.
Waiting to see how you're love is true.
Being without you isn't my fate.
I believe in you, you're my soul mate.
I will keep looking day and night.
Until God puts you in my sight.
I wait to meet you, my future wife.
Until that time, I'll live my life.
I keep hearing "be patient my friend".
I wish to be happy with what is mine.
Instead I keep getting more alone time.
I am learning to wait on someone like you.
Waiting to see how you're love is true.
Being without you isn't my fate.
I believe in you, you're my soul mate.
I will keep looking day and night.
Until God puts you in my sight.
I wait to meet you, my future wife.
Until that time, I'll live my life.
What would you do if you walked in on Jesus?
I walk in the room, see you sitting there,
Try to ignore you, but I catch your stare,
Avoiding your conversation, I don't want to be ashamed,
How could you die for me, when you weren't even to blame?
So I will just ignore it, like I always do,
I hear in my head, a whisper "I love you"
Those three words did it, pushed me over the edge,
I fall to my knees, I give you this pledge,
"I am sorry Jesus, it won't happen again,
Will you stay with me, and still be my friend?"
"Oh my dear child", He said as he replied,
"I am always here, I will stay by your side,
I will forgive you, as I always do,
To my blessed children, I will always stay true!"
Try to ignore you, but I catch your stare,
Avoiding your conversation, I don't want to be ashamed,
How could you die for me, when you weren't even to blame?
So I will just ignore it, like I always do,
I hear in my head, a whisper "I love you"
Those three words did it, pushed me over the edge,
I fall to my knees, I give you this pledge,
"I am sorry Jesus, it won't happen again,
Will you stay with me, and still be my friend?"
"Oh my dear child", He said as he replied,
"I am always here, I will stay by your side,
I will forgive you, as I always do,
To my blessed children, I will always stay true!"
8/23/10
Jean!
My sister recently told me that I should write more because she enjoys reading it. This is for her.
Never was a friendship built so high. No one could bring us down, no one could try. You try and bring her down, but your attempt fails. You throw words and hope your hate impales. Stay away from her or you'll deal with me. You best not mess with my sister, my friend, my Jeannie. She has always protected me, been my body guard. I turned to her when I was broken and marred. I know she takes care of herself, but I still try. I'll be her shield when you tell her your lie. If you have a problem with her, you'll go through me. And don't even try to mess with Justice or Jubilee!
Never was a friendship built so high. No one could bring us down, no one could try. You try and bring her down, but your attempt fails. You throw words and hope your hate impales. Stay away from her or you'll deal with me. You best not mess with my sister, my friend, my Jeannie. She has always protected me, been my body guard. I turned to her when I was broken and marred. I know she takes care of herself, but I still try. I'll be her shield when you tell her your lie. If you have a problem with her, you'll go through me. And don't even try to mess with Justice or Jubilee!
7/24/10
What I need
A Smile
Something new to me
Been a while
I'm so full of glee
A Frown
I got rid of it
Putting me down
It wasn't a good fit
A Hand
I hold hers tight
Just can't stand
How it feels so right
A Kiss
Just one I plead
I will miss
The lack of what I need
Something new to me
Been a while
I'm so full of glee
A Frown
I got rid of it
Putting me down
It wasn't a good fit
A Hand
I hold hers tight
Just can't stand
How it feels so right
A Kiss
Just one I plead
I will miss
The lack of what I need
7/20/10
Butterflies
Conquering these butterflies, that is something difficult
They swarm my stomach and and its all my fault
I bring this on myself when I talk to my new pen pal
I read the letters she sends me, I am falling for this gal
She is so simple and yet she is full of happiness
Making me smile with a unique form of craftiness
None other is like her, not anyone on this earth
Her love of God, that is something of worth
She is selfless and giving in every possible way
When you need her, by your side she will stay
I know she isn't perfect and neither am I
But I think she fell right out of the sky
Sitting at my computer I wait so patiently
To see that message appear so suddenly
She is online, I can finally talk to her again
The butterflies are back and becoming a friend
They swarm my stomach and and its all my fault
I bring this on myself when I talk to my new pen pal
I read the letters she sends me, I am falling for this gal
She is so simple and yet she is full of happiness
Making me smile with a unique form of craftiness
None other is like her, not anyone on this earth
Her love of God, that is something of worth
She is selfless and giving in every possible way
When you need her, by your side she will stay
I know she isn't perfect and neither am I
But I think she fell right out of the sky
Sitting at my computer I wait so patiently
To see that message appear so suddenly
She is online, I can finally talk to her again
The butterflies are back and becoming a friend
7/8/10
I will change!!
I am not what I seem but I am changing for you. I stumble and struggle, only to find whats true. My body hides the monster inside, the real me is under review. With your help, the good inside will be able to shine through.
6/12/10
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