*SIGH*

All is right in the world, again. Things always seem to work themselves out!

Why?

Why does all of this bull crap happen? Is there anything in this world (besides God) that is there for you, always? Of course not. Because this world isn't perfect. We just have to live our lives to the fullest. One day God will reveal all to us. We will know exactly why every trial in our lives had to take place. I will know why I had to have my heart broken twice in a matter of a few months. Someday... one day... and until that day, I will keep living my life for God. I will keep searching for my soul mate. I will keep seeking the Lords wisdom. Soon my darling future wife... soon I will find thee. Thy beauty surpasses all. Thy loveliness is of the heavens. Glee fills my heart when I think of thee! Soon I shall meet thee! SOON! I bid thee farewell until that day, my love. When that lovely day comes, the angels shall rejoice!

All for nothing?

When you look up into my eyes, and our hands bind.
You give me the ultimate prize, true love I did find.
My lips gently find yours, passion runs free.
The beast inside me roars, a total of three.
The first, for the memories we share.
To call them just friendly, is not fair.
The second, for fear of what is to come.
The distance between us, will only make me numb.
The third, for the joy of our relationship.
What a life together, an epic trip.
Soon, my love, we will wait no longer.
For this trial, this separation, will make us stronger.
Our lives will intertwine together.
For we will stay side by side forever!

I stayed up for 2 hours last night working on that poem for a very special someone. It is meaningless though. That very special someone is out of my life for the moment. Maybe our lives will meet again someday. Maybe not. I'm guessing the latter. Life goes on. One rip of the heart at a time!

Unrealistic. That's what this is. A fairy tale. With a comic book twist.
Perfection. That's what our loves like. True in stories. And in our life!